I'M SO EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS!!!

I have been listening to so much 106.9. All Christmas, all the time.

I voted this morning, and I didn't even get a damn sticker.

I'm going to win the lottery someday.

in a nutshell...

-Olive is a monster
-Been knitting and sewing like an old lady
-Working 3 jobs like a crazy person
-No car...it's been broken down for like a month. It's a huge bummer, but I'm going to sign up for ZipCar soon, so I'll be able to drive all kinds of cool cars.
-Wanting to decorate our apartment, but no money is getting in the way. It looks like a dorm room in here.
-I need new winter clothes, including a coat...but no money for that either.
-We FINALLY got cable and internet! Watching Martha Stewart and Project Runway non stop.
-I still don't know what I'm going to be for Halloween, but I have a few ideas.

my birthday is next friday the 23rd.I'm having a party that night at the Clearwater Hotel and casino at 7pm. I got a room, and we can use the pool. Dress nice and bring your bathing suit! Some of you may have already gotten invitations, but I ran out, and I don't see as many of you that often. So consider this your invite.

I've been reading the secret lately an all this weird stuff has been happening. Probably the coolest thing was winning 60 bucks at the casino last night because i told myself i was going to win. Its amazing! I'm awake, and justin is right next to me, still sleeping. I've been pinching him for a while, because we're going to the family fun center today and go karting and riding bumper boats. Im really excited for that, and we've been planning a road trip to Disneyland in August which is going to be a blast! I also got my septum pierced on Friday. Its pretty cool, except when justin keeps hitting my nose. :(


Things are great. Life is great. Thank you.

School has been more of an ever present thought in my mind. Im planning on going very soon (hopefully winter quarter) and completing the fashion program at Seattle Central. Its a two year program and after that, I really want to go to either FIDM in California, or FIT in New York. I'm really excited, yet scared at the same time. I've missed school a lot which is funny because I always hated high school, but now I realize how much I regret not taking the SAT's and not being more serious with my education, especially when I see how competitive it is at top fashion schools like that. Also, the thought of being 23 and competing with people fresh out of high school that have been preparing for this school as far back as freshman year terrifies me. I feel like I might not be able to handle it.

Other than stressing out about school things have been good. I've been spending ungodly amounts of money on things for the house, Barnes and Noble, Target and Sephora trips. I really need to start saving. I want to have $1,500 saved by Christmas. I just need to cut back on buying things I want and focus on just buying things I need.

Time to eat, and clean my room!

Things are going well here in Seattle. Camp Nowhere is fun, other than feeling like theres just never ending cleaning to be done and missing home. The first night was really rough, I couldn't help but cry a little when I said goodbye to my family. It's getting better though, Justin is out eating a delicious meal with his family, and I'm here in our room cleaning and watching The Office.
We went to Rilo Kiley last night, and Gasworks park today, it was really cool, then we went to The End's beach house on Alkai and took free vitamin water and rilo kiley records. I hope we can get the bed set up tonight, just because i'm tired of sleeping on a mattress on the floor.
Not having a lot of money isn't very fun right now. Going to be working at a Safeway in the U-Village doing customer service. I also put a Craigslist ad up for helping people out with errands and stuff, and I got a couple of replies, one from a designer that needs some assistant help around her studio so that would be really cool if I could help her out in any way.

Well thats the last few days in a nutshell.

I'm sick of always being put on the back burner.


It's really annoying.

I want it to be Christmas right now!